Keep On Keepin' On

It's definitely been a while since I've had reason to write in this.
As much as you might care about someone, when do you say enough is enough?
It only hurts more the longer you hold on, and I've finally realized that I am not a girl that is able to let go easily.

I've decided that I won't let it hold me back. Never give up, never give in.
I've started to put myself back out there, and I have mixed feelings about it.
It's not a secret that I have an admirer or two, but it always happens that they are just not what I am looking for. Although really, do I even know what I'm looking for?

I've gone on a couple of dates, some good, some bad.
At this point in my life, I like the idea of casual dating, but I envy those in real relationships.I have a lot of personal things I need to sort out before I attempt a new relationship, but it's nice to think about.

In other news, I had something interesting happen the other night.
I have been talking to a boy over the past couple of weeks, technically an ex.We were only 'together' for a short while, and were never intimate (high school, obviously).  I don't have any good nicknames for him, so for now we'll call him Link, due to his lustrous blonde locks and gorgeous blue eyes. The other night, we decided to hang out on a whim, after not seeing each other for years.

He picked me up and took me to his brother's house around midnight, and we spent the entire night drinking and talking. There were other people there, of course, but everything pretty much tapered down to him and I and one other guy, just hanging out and having a good time. Around 5:00 am, we decide to lie down, and at that point the other guy put on spanish guitar music and proceeded to dance with a VENGEANCE for about 3-4 hours. It was absolutely hilarious.

He and I cuddled, kissed, and fell asleep finally late morning, and he took me to work.
I had such an amazing night! It makes me smile just thinking about it.
He is really sweet, and it was completely unexpected. I'm just going to go with it, and see what happens.

Barbie is coming over to help me put up my tree, and I'll tell her about Link then.
He invited me out to my favorite bar, it turns out he goes every Sunday, while I normally go on Wednesday for Karaoke nights. So I'm going to go tonight and see how that goes, haha.

Wish me luck?